My Twinkling Youth have gone wrong

    Okay, whos watching Twinkling Watermelon, cause you HAVE TO. To the people who didn't watch it you better sit on the couch or chair whatever it is to make yourself feel comfortable.. take a break to what's happening and start watching it cause it would literally heal your soul. Of course, TikTok is gonna be the one who introduced me to this masterpiece cause i would literally spend a day just laying down and scrolling down TikTok every time, yeah just wasting my life. I tell myself that i would not start to watch any kinda of kdrama cause i have things to do, i didn't want my precious time to be taken off by some kdrama. And yeah that is bullshit. Instead of watching completely new things i just watch unimportant things that the algorithm has to offer.

    While scrolling down TikTok, i found this Twinkling Watermelon clip where it seems that the main character is chasing and ruining the plan of the significant other character everytime and he's confused and ask him what do he want from him. The main character understand the concern of the other character that finds him weird and said that he came from another world that he can't expect. The other character scoffs and ask "Are you saying you are from a future or something?" and the main character bewildered said "How did you know?. Finds him crazy the other character said "You crazy jerks, i was wrong that i believe that i could talk to you" as he leaves, and the main character starts to chase him again.

    Come on, out of context that's funny right?. So what can i conclude from that short clip is that the main character is time traveling and i learn from the comments that he returned and finds himself in a world where his dad is still young and can talk, cause in the present he came from a family where his parent and brother are deaf. So i was thinking this is so interesting and i find the main character and his dad in the past so funny and fresh. I started to watch it and yeah it's still got 4 episodes at that time.. i usually don't like ongoing episodes but in my mind, i  thought is not gonna be a drama that kept me the edge of the seats so i think it's fine to watch it 2 episodes every week is not gonna like hurt me mentally and physically lol. Boy, i thought wrong..

When i started to watch Twinkling Watermelon there was a time when i never thought that i have this kinda feeling ever in my life and that is monday is the best day of a week. Twinkling watermelon airs every monday and tuesday and that make my day also twinkling cause everytime i had a bad day that time i just remind my self that that night i am gonna watch twinkling watermelon so everything's gonna be fine and allright. And oh boy, i am in love with Choi Hyunwook who plays the character of the young 'dad' in this series. He is so cute and handsome and cool all the same time. He's got that charisma that pull you through in every character he plays. Waiting for monday seems a little tough sometime cause i already miss Choi hyunwook so i spent that time waiting for the next Twinkling Watermelon episodes while watching all of his previous work lol. That includes weak hero, 2521, also Racket Boys and DP that i already watch before but i didn't realise that choi hyunwook was in it. He has the ability to act naturally so it does not seems like he's acting but he blend so well with the character that he plays. So thats probably the reason i didn't remember him entirely but i remember the character he plays so well.

As i said earlier Twinkling Watermelon is so good that i always find myself waiting for monday, that is really fascinating. Even my brother watched it too, sometime we would watch it together but i got too unpatient waiting for my brother that i immidiately watching it as soon at it air at Viu. And after 16 episodes already release, i already miss Twinkling Watermelon so much. I remember the day that i watch episodes 16, i never expected that i will cry like that. The tears is not just coming down like usual if i watch something that 'moves' me i just cry silently. But, episodes 16 of Twinkling Watermelon made me cry like i had fight with my mother lol. I cried while making loud noise, is not just tears that came out, snot and screaming kinda cry also came out. I remember feeling broken that day cause the ending is so painful yet beautiful at the same time. I also cried hard at that time cause i know i'm gonna miss them but it's already ended. My monday and my weekend won't be twinkling anymore, cause i never watch ongoing kdrama that i finish till the end i swear to god.. it's that good.

Twinkling watermelon is reminder of me too that you should live happily and makes your life shine as bright as it should have been cause you only experiencing it one time espescially youth. This drama got me thinking about what i was doing in high school cause i do nothin. I was too shy, too timid to do anything and now all left is regrets. Like the character who is play by Choi Hyunwook, Ha Yi Chan is the person who makes sure that he gonna make his youth as bright and positive as possible. He act what he wants, and enjoy it to the fullest and that is something that i willing to learn. The fact that i didn't do anything at high school cause i was lazy kinda piss me off lol. I did not join club, any activities whatsoever, and i remember my motto at that time was let the time pass by and i'm gonna make myself feel comfortable. And that is by doing nothing, smh. I wish i have a little more confident, not caring what other people thinks, and always do what i want starting today and make my life a little bit colorfull. Make yourself a list of what do you want to do, don't be afraid if there's conflict along the way cause i know you will go through it.